Friday, June 15, 2007

Just having a sad day

My emotions still fluctuate pretty wildly about Bright Eyes.

Some days I'm just delighted with his progress and feel up and bright about it all. I can see how far he's come. I can remember how far he had to come. He says things like "I've got the hippy-cups Mum". (Hiccups!) On those days, he's cute, adorable and I love him to death.

Other days, I feel down in the dumps and despondent. Sure, he might have improved. But it's a damn lot of hard work. And there's just SO far to go. When he tells me about every 'Give Way' sign we pass on the way home, ten times for each one, I just wish everything would go away. On those days, he's hard work and irritating, and yet I still love him to death.

1 comment:

><> Kelly ><> said...

I understand those days with an open heart.
The hardest days really are the hardest days..
I pray for strength got you...

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